• Thank You

    by  • February 25, 2011 • Betrayal, Grief, Lost Love, Moving On • 0 Comments

    Dear You,

    I hate you. You made me believe that i loved you. I was so young and naive. You took my innocence away. You made me think that you would be there forever and that what we had was real. You promised me everything for the future. We talked about our wedding. I believed you! I believed you when you said that you loved me and would never leave. I was 16. You took my heart and you shattered it. You left without telling me why. And then i find out that 3 months later you are engaged. You used me and i see that now. I know now that i didn’t love you. I thought i loved you but that wasn’t love. You never loved me either. It was all a lie. I hate you for that. I hate you for taking away my innocence and destroying my heart. You made it impossible for me to trust any guy. I put up a wall that wouldn’t let anyone get close. I did awful things that were foolish and dangerous because of you.

    I want you to know that i am once again happy. I am actually happier than i have ever been. I have found the guy that made my wall crumble. It was hard to initially let him in but somehow he put my heart back together. We’ve been together for nearly two years and i am so secure that THIS is real. I want to thank you because you showed me what a fake relationship looks like. Know that i am happy.

    -The foolish one you left to die

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