You were my first real love, I adored you I didn’t think there was anything better to be reached. Yet after almost a year and a half of us being together and I look back and I know why it is we eventually had to part ways. The arguing was constant, you were emotionally unstable
You were everything I could have ever asked for and so much more. You were the best thing that had ever happened to me and I told you that all the time. What really angered me was that you let you ruin us. I told you that I would help you through all the tough
I know I pretend like it’s okay what you did, and that I know you changed, and that I never think about it. But I do. Everyday. Every time you kiss me, hold me, have sex with me. I think about every time you hurt me with all those other girls. How could I forget?
Ask me why I miss you, though I wouldn’t be able to answer. I don’t know what went wrong – well I do, to a point. I know exactly where I could go back and change or fix things…not say what I did or tell you how I felt. It shouldn’t have been that way
i’m on the couch right now. nicole is here. we are watching TV and I am very high. I think I’m happy and alright today, completely. And I didn’t take sertaline. I’m sure it’s temporary, but even so, I’m glad to remember what it feels like. I’m alright, and things are alright, and things will
I just want to come home right now. I just want to run to your dorm room. I want to see you, standing there, baffled at my appearance. I want to run up to you, take you in my arms, and tell you about how I need you. How I don’t care if you can’t