Hey you,

I can’t tell you this because it will make everything so messy but I’m in love with you. You are beautiful and smart and sexy and perfect. I can’t help wondering what would happen if I hadn’t messed everything up, who we’d be.

I couldn’t tell anyone about us because no one knew we were gay. Now you’re out, you’re open, and I’m struggling with the realization that no guy I have ever been with makes me feel the way you do. I dream of a world where we live together and we’re happen and I can tell you everyday how amazing you are and how all I want is to make you happy.

All I ever wanted was to make you happy.

I’m so sorry. I’m glad you found your soulmate, I wish she was me.

Love,
A newfound lesbian