• Archive for February 23rd, 2011

    I’m a Bad Person, Mother, and Daughter

    by  • February 23, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction, Children, Family Stuff, Grief, Guilt, Heartbreak, Love - Pure and Simple, Self-Esteem • 1 Comment

    I don’t have the ones who love me unconditionally in my life. I lost all rights to my little boy who keeps me alive. I know he needs me and I need him. All I need to do is have the strong willpower to fight this self enduring plague of addiction I fight everyday. It’s

    Scared

    by  • February 23, 2011 • Fear, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    Dear You, You scared me last night. With your shakings and convulsions. I’m glad I was there. I checked your pulse, and it was faintly there. I’m glad you let me hold your hand as you were going through this. I’m glad you are okay. I held your head up. I tickled your eyelashes. You