It’s amazing. You watched me grow up, develop, find myself, since middle school. You always were there and without any questions. You watched my various phases and how I changed.
Amazingly, you still enjoy my company- at least you make it seem that way. Now, four years later, I am still talking to you, getting to know you, and worst of all, still falling deeper and deeper in love with you.
That’s the thing, Magister, I love you. I want to scream it! I don’t care about your wife, I don’t care about your kids, and most of all, I don’t care about the law!! I want to be with you, forever. I can’t breath when I know I’m about to see you. You fill my dreams to the brim! The way you smile when you see me- the smile you don’t give any one else!- takes my breath away, it gives me hope. The way we flirt and how amazing you are gives me hope. I just want you to know that you are what makes my life exciting; what makes it so enjoyable. I’m not desperate, you’re not the only thing in my life… but you will forever be my only love. I love you with every ounce of my being. I just wish.. you loved me too? -Ar