Hey there. It’s been a while since you talked to me. I’ve tried to talk to you. I’ve gotten in your face in desperation. But you just give me that look and manage to get away without saying a word. The last time we talked was hard for me. I was hurt, and thought you only wanted to humor me. I messed that up pretty badly. People always say you never get over the guy you lose your virginity to. I can’t say this is me getting over you, but this is me letting you go. Letting go of the need to know you and to fix you and make you better and whole. I hope you find whatever it is you’re looking for in your cocaine world.
I can’t lie, though. I’ll always be here if you need me.