I really love you but I feel like I’m too comfortable. I’ve been lying to you and it has been killing me every day.
You have the sweetest smile I will ever see and the heart of gold. The bravery you’ve shown and the protection you’ve given me are the best I’ve ever had,
but there’s a part of me that thinks he could do all these things and more. He is kind and forgiving, gracious and helpful, and never makes me feel like I’m the weak one. He makes me smile and tells me I’m beautiful.
But because I don’t know if this will ever be possible to work out, I’m staying with you. That’s the only reason and I won’t ever be able to say it out loud. I’m just scared.