Last year at this time we started to date. It was the most magical thing that has ever happened to my life and I let you know every day we dated. March was the first time we told each other we loved one another, and since that day it has remained true. August, you let someone tell you different and for reasons unknown you had to break off our relationship, to make sure that I was the one for you. You told me to give you a year…
It is now February, and you asked to make sure we are still on our break. I just wanted to tell you that you are still the most magical thing in my life, and that I love you more than anything. This break is literally killing me inside. I would want nothing more to hold you again and call you my own, and the time around us slowly turns us into dust. Until I met you, marriage was just another thing in life. When I think of you, that is all I can think about. My life, shared with yours, as we travel the world.
With this in mind, I have to tell you that you are being selfish with your love. I know I made a difference in your life, and I know that you love me just as much as I love you. I see it in your eyes, and I feel it in your heart, yet you have to make sure just because of some assholes in your past? I can understand the pain exes bring, but we are supposed to work past that as a couple, not by ourselves.
I love you very much Sukia, and i wish you would just open your eyes and see we are meant for each other.
and if you do ever read this,
Will you marry me?