Dearest,

I know you are not mine and I am not yours. But you know how I feel about you. That you are my best friend and I wish I could be with you. I love you so much, it drives me to insanity. Why is it that now, when I can be yours, you just walk away.

Even if this is the last time we’ll ever be… anything really… I don’t regret anything we had. Just being around you has taught me more than I have learned from many people in many years. And I will always love you for that.

Love,
Someone you want to be with… then don’t want to be with.