i look back now and i realize you are the only person i have ever loved.
we were so young and naive. i thought we were going to be together forever.
when i held you and listened to you breathe i felt the happiest i have ever felt.
i remember your smell and taste, no one can compare. when you left i think something in me left with you.
i don’t love like i use to.
i compare everybody to you. i mourned our relationship for years. i sometimes still do.
you haunt my dreams, but they are my favorite.
i am sorry for the things i said and i am sorry i made you promise to never be with me again.
we could never be together again especially because i heard you are having a baby with her and getting married.
i know you probably never think about me.
we haven’t talked in years, but i think about you everyday.
you are the love of my life.
i know you will just have to stay in dreams.