I wish I had the strength and courage to tell you I think I love you. You are one of my best friends, one of the most important people in my life, and if we must stay only friends to be in each other’s life, then so be it.
But why are we so scared of starting a relationship? Sometimes it’s because I think I’m not good enough to be your girlfriend, other times I think that I could never be special to you, but really, I know it’s so much more than that. We don’t want to lose each other. I think we’re both too scared of losing each other as the great friends we are now to think of moving our relationship to where I think it’s meant to go.
Please, please, I wish that you would read this, read my thoughts when I’m by you. I know I left, and you stayed at home, but if we were to be a couple, I would never look at another boy again. Because I could never do anything that would hurt you in the smallest way. I just want to be special to you, important to you, and I want to grow a love greater than all the storybook loves our there.
We shared a great summer together, we had an amazing prom together, and I hope that one day, we’ll share an amazing love together.
Maybe if you ever see this, you’ll recognize this quote and know it’s me talking:
“Thinking of you, wherever you are. We pray for our sorrows to end, and hope that our hearts will blend. Now I will step forward to realize this wish. And who knows: starting a new journey may not be so hard, or maybe it has already begun. There are many worlds, and they share the same sky – one sky, one destiny.”
I’ll always love you, no matter what.