• I’m Scared

    by  • February 15, 2011 • Fear, Love - Pure and Simple, Miss You, Regret, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    From the moment I met you, you caught my eye.

    You made me laugh from the first sentence that came out of your mouth. And since then your presence always brings a smile to my face. I have built a wall to prevent from being hurt. Truth is you scare me. We are so alike in so many different ways, its scary. Every little detail about you & your personality intrigues me. I am myself around you, and i cant help but to laugh and smile at everything you say. As cheesy as it sounds you really do make me smile. Even when I think bout you i smile. Kissing you feels right, perfect combination of love&lust. But all of this scares me. When we talked about us, everything I said was a lie. I didn’t mean to lie, I was just in denial. I didn’t realize I had fallen for you until you left. & now you’re gone, and all is left are the memories I constantly replay in my head, and you never leave my mind. The distance between us doesn’t matter to me, if you are willing to try, I will give it my all. I compare every guy to you, and no one matches up. No one is as funny as you, as nice as you, and as genuine as you. You may not be the hottest guy on this planet, but to me you’re perfect. Usually I always find something wrong, something annoying, something to make me run away before I get hurt again. But with you its some how different, I can’t find anything wrong & to be honest I don’t want to. We haven’t talked in awhile, and it sucks not to see you & talk to you everyday. To say I miss you is an understatement. If I can go back to the day we had our talk, I would tell you how I truly feel about you

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