• love

    by  • February 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Friends, Frustration, Grief, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I met you when I was 7, you were 9. We were next door neighbors. I was infatuated with you when I met you. a little girl with a crush. I liked everything about you. middle school comes around we are still friends and I have this ridiculous crush on you that everyone in the neighborhood knows about. end of middle school I move away for a year and a half. We don’t talk that much I have moved on. I move back home for the rest of High school, it takes some time for things to get back to normal but sooner than later we are back to laughing and talking spending afternoons on the sidewalk talk about everything and nothing. Somewhere in this time I began to like you… love you….want to spend all my time with you. We were bestfiends. You would always kid and sayy BFFs. I believed you. Then you left and went to college my senior year. Everything in the neighborhood reminded me of you. You called, text, skyped, facebooked me everyday. That year I knew for sure that this was more than like. I loved you, I loved everything about you. You didn’t come home that summer. You worked out of state. I missed you so much. We talk about everything we’ve been talking about everyrthing since we were 8 and 9. But after all those years I still haven’t found a way to tell you how much I love you. Now, we are both away in college. I friendship isn’t the same because I’m watching you date all these girls. All i want is you, I don’t need to date anyone else because I know what I want. But it’s tearing our friendship apart. It’s tearing my heart apart. I’m starting to hate you just a little. That’s why I snap at you when I would usually have consoling words. I love you so much and I just want you to love me back. Best friends for life??

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