I would be lying if i said i didn’t love you back, but i would still be lying if i said i wasn’t terrified of that fact. You have said so many times that this is your first serious relationship, and after 9 months our relationship is great.
But I’m terrified for the day that you will leave because I refuse to have sex with you. I don’t ask for details, but I do know that you think sex before marriage isn’t a big deal…but it is to me. So what, I’m 20 and haven’t had sex…but obviously i made the right decision when i kept my boundaries.
I love you, but please know that this is important to me. I’m not choosing to not have sex because i don’t love you, i’m choosing to not have sex because i don’t want to make the wrong decision.
Just know that I love you Chris….and nothing will change that.