• Pure Fear

    by  • February 9, 2011 • Fear, Love - Pure and Simple, Sex, Yearning for You • 1 Comment

    I would be lying if i said i didn’t love you back, but i would still be lying if i said i wasn’t terrified of that fact. You have said so many times that this is your first serious relationship, and after 9 months our relationship is great.

    But I’m terrified for the day that you will leave because I refuse to have sex with you. I don’t ask for details, but I do know that you think sex before marriage isn’t a big deal…but it is to me. So what, I’m 20 and haven’t had sex…but obviously i made the right decision when i kept my boundaries.

    I love you, but please know that this is important to me. I’m not choosing to not have sex because i don’t love you, i’m choosing to not have sex because i don’t want to make the wrong decision.

    Just know that I love you Chris….and nothing will change that.

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    One Response to Pure Fear

    1. M
      February 9, 2011 at 9:34 pm

      I’m right here with you on this, the irony, mines named Chris too. I’m getting so worn down by the pressure but I know I won’t give in. So I’m waiting for the day he gives up on me, and if that happens, it wasn’t meant to be anything anyway but a time where I knew what it was like to love someone. So keep your head up and enjoy all the time you have together. True love knows no bounds. Who knows, maybe it’ll last longer than you think.



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