• I’m sorry

    by  • February 9, 2011 • Fear, Love - Pure and Simple, Self-Esteem, Sorry, Yearning for You • 0 Comments


    I’m sorry, no, I’m sorry doesn’t even cover it completely. I love you, so much, with everything that I am and I feel like I’m nothing but a screw up. You make me want to fly when I talk to you. You make it seem like everything is going to be alright. I’m sorry for my imperfections, I’m sorry I don’t appear to be the girl you thought I was. I wish I was, gawd how I wish I could be exactly as you picture me, but I’m trying. I honestly, truly, am trying to be, I hope someday I can be the exact image of perfection. Until then, I’ll keep fighting to be. I feel like tonight that I brushed with heartbreak and I want to run far far away from that. The feeling of dread and the tears and the inability to focus I know would just be the beginning. I love you so much, please don’t give up on me, I don’t try to be broken with my low self esteem and negativity. I’m trying, I promise I am. I just don’t think it would be a good idea for me to keep my opinions to myself, although I think I might, just to keep you from hurting…


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