• It’s Over

    by  • February 5, 2011 • Anger, Buck up!, Eff Off - You - or Up, Friends, Frustration, Goodbye, Knock it Off, Resolution, To You • 0 Comments

    Just wanted to let you know that I’m done. I’m done with you treating me like gold one minute, and trash the next. We’ve been friends for 6 years! Remember when I was the only one who came to your birthday party? The only one to talk to you in the halls? Apparently you don’t. You think it’s fine to ditch me as soon as ‘someone better’ comes along, no matter how they treat you. When you finally do get fed up with their shitty treatment you end up complaining to me, and I listen. Why? Because I’m a true friend. But, I’m done. I’ve had enough with your ignoring me, and only contacting me when you need me to edit your freaking crap essays. You’re in University now, learn the difference between ‘then’ and ‘than’, please. Do I say this to your face? No, because I’m a true friend. This true friend has had enough, I won’t take this treatment anymore, I can’t handle it. I’m putting more of my energy into other friendships, because friendship is a two way street. You don’t want to come visit my new kitten? Fine, I don’t even care anymore. I don’t know why I keep putting energy into something when I am getting no pay off for it. Next time you want/need/try to talk to me, I won’t be there. I won’t be answering your text right away, or your email, or your phone call. I have found new ways to spend my time, ways that don’t make me feel like shit for no reason. Are you mad at me? Then fucking say so, don’t just ignore me. Actually, I don’t think you’re ignoring me, I think you’ve forgotten about me, which is 10 times worse. 6 years of friendship reduced to nothing. I hope you find happiness somewhere, but it won’t be with me.

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