• What if?

    by  • February 4, 2011 • Confusion, Doubt, Goodbye, Gratitude, Letting Go, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I believe I am in love with three different guys.

    I wish I could have three separate lives to see how each one would work out.

    Dear W,

    Thank you for being there for me when my bf couldn’t be. Thank you for listening when I needed it and asking if I was okay when I looked upset. Thank you for being sweet and offering to leave my life if it helped me cope with the guilt of falling for you. We don’t talk, but I still think about you. What if?

    I think I have finally taken up that offer three years later. I loved you which is why we can’t talk anymore. Good-Bye.

    Dear J,

    I’m upset that you were taken when I was wasn’t. I’m upset that you shared the same feelings for me when I fell for you, but I didn’t know until now. You have been a twist in my life. The innocent touches, the knowing glances we share. They say 1000 words. What if? I think I have fallen for you now that I know what could have been, but we can’t be.

    Dear C,

    I love you more than life itself. You have been with me through everything. You have seen the worst and the best. You have put up with my selfishness and loved me anyway. Through everything, forgiving me for what I did, helping me though my illnesses, bringing me out of the dark and into the light, this is why I choose you. We have been together for years and been through everything together since we were young.

    You are the one I am meant to be with.

    Forever Yours…

    P.S. but what if?

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