All those years ago, I cheated on you. I am so sorry that I did. Things were different back then. But I know that it would crush you if I told you. I guess I feel like we are so different today than we were back then that it doesn’t even matter. Some days I just feel like the worst human being ever for not telling you. But I know that it would break your heart.
Because of how I acted, I also know that you slept with her way back then, when we had problems. You say that you only kissed, but I think that’s just because you wanted me back. I’m ok believing it…as long as you don’t say it. I don’t think that we would break up if you told me. I think I would just be sad about it.
I hate all of the things that happened when we were in high school. I really want to just erase all of the bad stuff, but if I was able to do that, the good stuff would go away, too.
I just love you with everything that I have. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you. I wish I deserved you.