• Never would have guessed…

    by  • February 3, 2011 • Moving On, To You • 0 Comments

    I don’t want you to move away,
    I don’t know why I don’t, but I don’t.
    But I don’t want to be with you, i can’t be.

    I lied so much.
    i’ve lied to every one.
    He’s the only reason i lie, too.
    i’m such an honest person, I don’t know how he managed to make me into this awful person.
    But he did.
    You’re not the first this has happened with, and still no one knows it’s happening.
    Except that one guy in Argentina, but that’s because i trust him. He has no one to tell.

    You need to stop messaging me, and I wish you would.
    I can’t move on when you leech on to me like this, but of course
    there you are, guilting me into it. Fuck.
    You need to get over it. Get over me. Leave me alone. But i can’t abandon you because i know what you’ll do.
    i know better than anyone.
    I wish you would be angry.
    Please get angry?
    it would make everyone’s life so much easier.
    Maybe it’s good that you move to the city.
    You’ll meet some nice people,
    but i swear if they take advantage of you i’ll break some bones.
    I don’t love you.
    I never loved you.
    Thank you for not loving me.

    Panda Bear.

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