• Today.

    by  • January 14, 2011 • Acceptance, Disappointment, Love - Pure and Simple • 2 Comments

    Things are changing. I’m just accepting that this isn’t my time to fall in love. I just give up on it. I’m tired. Mostly of being disappointed. So this is me just being done. I don’t have much hope it’s going to happen either. I would like it to, in the back of my mind…but I can’t picture it.

    I can’t picture getting married, and being with someone forever. I picture having kids, but just adopting and I see it as being all me. No one else is ever in that picture.

    So right now I am just going to focus on college, deciding a major, finding a job, getting in shape, and focusing more on God.

    I’ll just be done with love for now, or the idea of it, or the hope of it. That sounds negative, but I just need to accept it, because I don’t want to be disappointed anymore.

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    2 Responses to Today.

    1. Cami
      January 18, 2011 at 12:16 pm

      Wow… this is exactly how I’ve been feeling…




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    2. natalia
      March 7, 2011 at 1:59 pm

      Whoever you are, you’re not alone, I feel the same way too. In every single aspect of your letter, especially God. Life’s crazy man.




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