the fuck am i supposed to do.
can somebody fucking tell me what to do.
i need HELP but i hate asking for it because i could be so much worse off.
but this constant feeling is hell.
i keep wishing for terrible things.
i want to be ill, i want to run away and go on a drug binge and just FORGET about life and die because i can’t do it anymore.
nothing helps, it fucking sucks.
i want to forget everything.
i cant sleep.