I hate what I’ve done to you. You were my best friend, my complete other half, and I ruined it. Everything we had is gone. Everything. Nothing anyone can do will bring it back, ever. I miss you so much that it’s tearing me apart. Everything reminds me of you. I can’t go a single day without thinking about you and it is killing me. I would rather die at this point than to continue the way I have been. I hate that you switched schools and deleted your facebook because of me. It’s all my fault. I just want you back, Kaylah. I need my best friend back.