I’m not sure when but sometime in the past I stopped breathing. Not because I choose to but because I just lost the ability. Maybe I’ve never been able to breathe like I should and that’s why I didn’t notice the exact time I stopped taking in those sweets breaths of air. But the point is, I want to breathe again. I want this hollow feeling to ease away. I want this lonely feeling to fade away. I want to no longer feel this sadness or intense breaking sense of failure. But I can’t remember how to breathe again ……. sometime in the past I forgot how.