I broke your heart, I know. I promised, I would never be the one to break your heart. I broke that promise.
And it broke my heart, never think different.
It shattered it, tore it from its seams.
I made a mistake that day. I was selfish, I was weak, I was scared… I was human.
It broke my heart to break yours, and it continues to shatter, to crack, to crumble Till nothing remains.
You said you loved me, I loved you too.
You filled me with the most pain a person can feel from words. Words filled with anger, and hate and disgust. Words filled with pain, and sorrow and ache. How can you hurt me so much.
It’s because I deserve it I guess.
I tried to take it all back, I tried to fix the broken pieces of the world I destroyed, you wouldn’t let me. You only saw me for my mistake, for the promise I had broken. Only wanting me to feel guilt, to make me weep, make me hurt. You only loved me, and I broke your heart. So you broke mine. There’s no going back, and there’s no going forward. Not now, not ever.
This is goodbye