i’ve always wanted to shine for you. grades were always important. and now that my major royally fucks me over my gpa is shit comparitavly and i need to transfer.

and they won’t take me now.
and you’ll have that look in your eyes.
the one that makes me crumble on the spot.

the look of disappointment.
because even though i am up working on projects until 3am almost every day that won’t be good enough. because i’m not the one in the family that everyone talks about. because i didn’t get the harvard interview.

sorry i’m not the smartest.