We had an amazing two months together and suddenly I get a text saying you’re pissed at the world and you want to be left alone. I obliged and tried to call you the next day and your phone number had been changed.
The what fuck. Why did you just do that to me? Do you realize you just proved yourself to be the asshole you swore you weren’t? You used me emotionally and now I’m trying to pull myself up from yet another relationship and another broken heart.
It baffles me because you said how much you adored me and wanted to be with me and then suddenly nothing.
The past two days have been nothing but crying and drinking even though I’ve worked. Last night I even went back to Charlie to talk to him and we ended up having sex. I started crying halfway through because it wasn’t you.
I need you like…well I need you with every part of my mind, body, and soul.
Come back to me…