• I am sitting here

    by  • November 10, 2010 • Love - Pure and Simple, Thinking of you, Yearning for You • 4 Comments

    working late. I can’t get my mind off you. the memories of your hands holding mine. your laughter. the look deep in your eyes when you were thinking. the tender sensitive glimpses i caught when you were unguarded. i didn’t tell you when we were together. i caught some deeper moments of your soul. while we were discussing so many things. i saw you most clearly when you were intense. serious. not guarding yourself with laughter. not shielding yourself with your controlled behaviour traits. but when you didn’t care. for the moments you forgot. I saw you. I liked it. I need it. I WANT it. you. your soul. your life force. the drive and desire to live and love and exist. When you were most quiet. and still. or most intense, and unrestricted. those are the times i knew you. I sit here wanting you. I want to kiss you. and hold you. If you allowed me, I would have passionately kissed your mouth wide open. I would have kissed your neck….and shoulders…and throat.

    but you know that. And while i understand your deepest regard has been generated by my greatest maturity and respect for me, this even more draws me closer to you; for loving me for the qualities I also hold most dear.

    And your hips, and thighs, and sensual figure in my arms. I want to hold you again. when can we?//

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    4 Responses to I am sitting here

    1. Hearingyou
      November 10, 2010 at 9:38 pm

      I know which moments you are speaking of for I felt a shift within my self too. I want to elaborate but am not sure how. I’m not sure when if or where I could see you again. Although I would love to experience a passionate kiss from you…my heart says yes but my knowledge tells me no. I feel your urgency and I know your needs and wants. Let us breathe for a while and not make any rash decisions. Alright my sensitive, passionate soul friend? And stop working so much! You are going to kill yourself! Go after your dream! God will provide a way if that is his Will;)


    2. OpenHeart
      November 11, 2010 at 12:35 pm

      I would like to talk to you again but I’m just not sure how to go about it.


    3. Notlikingthesilence
      November 12, 2010 at 3:27 pm

      I wish I could say right now! But…the answer may be never:( Boo Hoo…Dislike!


    4. OpenHeart
      November 12, 2010 at 3:36 pm

      You bring that drive and desire to live and love and exist out in me!



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