I need to love myself before I can accept that someone loves me. I’m going to spend some time working on that, and just feeling good again. I want to work out, and finally lose the weight that hangs over my head. I want to do it a healthy way, without obsessive calorie counting, starving
Read more →Are probably everything I’ll ever need. Too bad you don’t know. I know that I’m a coward for keeping this to myself, and I probably should just tell you and deal with it. It’s not like you’re going anywhere, even if you don’t feel the same. But I love you and earnest and you probably
Read more →J/N: Wow…just…wow. That’s the only word that I can think of to describe today. I wanted the date to go on forever because I have never clicked with someone the way I clicked with you. Talking to you online is so different than in person. Watching your facial expressions is something I could do forever.
Read more →For you, I’ve fallen hopelessly. I’m mad about you, and pray you feel the same. You claim it’s all a joke, but I feel its not. I leave you so much, but I struggle to say it. Maybe soon I can tell you in person, and I can only hope you feel the same.
Read more →Sitting in the collegium and listening to J razz on A and M about the fact that they should get together is not my ideal activity. Not since I have discovered that I still flush around him, and it’s a bit embarrassing. Just when I think I’ve reigned everything in, now it’s back in full
Read more →I just can’t stop thinking about you. I love you, and that’s that. I thought for a while it’d be so much easier if I just “got over you”. I don’t even know what that means. Does that mean forget you? Does that mean love someone else? I have no idea. But I hate the
Read more →WR I just wanted to thank you. I had forgotten what it was like to be “pretty”. Thank you for penetrating every wall I had put up to keep every boy out. Thank you for caring and listening and helping me internally figure out what was wrong with me. I’m trying again, to look pretty
Read more →Dear you, feels like i can’t breath make this all go away i never want it to go away i know it’s stupid. i want to delete that stupid poke to you on facebook, because, because, maybe it will mean as much to you as it did for me. i know it won’t that it
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