Majority of my senior year I didn’t like anyone, and then I did like some people…but it was brief and I got over it. They were the type of crushes that are more about attraction than anything else.. I came to college, and I am once again without anyone. And I have no interest in
Read more →Dear People Thinking They Can Use Me, FUCK OFF! Seriously my emotions are not for you to play with. I see no reason why you think that just because your life is going bad mine should be too. That’s horrible logic- you don’t kick people out of your life when something goes wrong, you let
Read more →i’m sorry i’m not like your sons. i’m sorry i’m so different. i’m sorry i look like my real dad. and bc of that i’m not your little girl anymore. i’m sorry that i was such a prblem and that i’m only mom’s kid. i never thought you’d say those words to me. i love
Read more →My dearest Jack, I miss you. I miss our hot chocolate and peanut butter toast breakfasts, our belting music on the way to school, our random twin days. I heard about you from Redbeard, and from D.Lee, that you had gotten into heroin and weed, maybe more. I don’t know what of it is true,
Read more →*You would know that I have been battling a binge eating disorder for about two years. *That I hate my body every day. *That sometimes I don’t eat for a day or so to make up for binge eating. *That I contemplate throwing up food but don’t. *That I want to move out of my house for
Read more →To The Boy Who Played Me, You’re blind. You had it all, and there’s no one else to blame but your goddamn self. I’ve always been untouchable, no person has ever been able to penetrate the wall I put up, you changed that. You undoubtedly have my heart, and that’s what I hate most about
Read more →Am I so wrong to want a man that loves me? I mean, I understand if he doesn’t ALWAYS like me but is it too much for him to ALWAYS love me? I give you every part of me but it’s never enough. You are going to take all that I have until there is
Read more →I love you but all you see me as is a FWB. It kills me to know that I am not the girl you want to talk to, the girl you want to see, the girl you want to wake up next to, the girl you want to take on dates, and so on. No
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