You don’t want me. My heart is slowly coming to grips with it. But dear lord, even my distractions are failing me. They don’t want me. Does anybody? Trying is useless, but that’s what i do. I pursue what I am passionate about, but that doesn’t work when it comes to men… does it. You
Read more →Take out the trash every once in a while. Don’t slam the door in the morning or leave it half way open while you yell in the hallway after I’ve worked all night. I respect your sleep you should do the same to me. Use headphones you own them. Stop bitching that I’m getting a
Read more →How could you just leave again? Like the first time wasn’t enough. Like it’s no big deal. Like you’re not hurting anyone with your stupid decisions. My heart aches for you to come home. You’re supposed to be here. You said forever remember? I gave you everything, I made you a priority, but I was
Read more →It amazes me what a little positive thinking can do for me. If I stop for one second and shed all the worries, fears, suspicions and insecurities that I habitually harbor, and focus on finding the happiness, I discover that it has been there all along. I was worrying for no reason, and I see
Read more →I bet you don’t know anything about who I really am. I bet you have no idea how much you consume my life. I bet you think I’ve forgotten all the lies you’ve told me and I bet you think that means I don’t still hate you for telling those lies. I bet you think
Read more →Hey… How ya been? I know this is kinda strange, me writing you a letter and all, but you know I’m not good with words. So I thought this would be the best way to tell you.. And by tell you, I mean tell you everything. I guess I should start from the beginning. I
Read more →I would have to say I am sorry. Sorry I get so distant, I dunno if it’s my personality. I think I have mental problems that were never diagnosed. Anyway, I love you, and I know we have a lot of fun together, and I love sleeping by your side and maybe it’s an age
Read more →please stop being so hard to ignore. I love to argue and when you make such blatant mistakes I want to fight even more. LET ME STOP. guh.
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