Someone could care for me.
I want to care for someone so bad.
The only thing that makes me truly happy anymore is my family and music, but I want someone to love me.
But I guess that is just too much to ask for….
I just am so done waiting for someone to care about me like I would care for them. I feel so fuckin lonely.
And I am so sick of it bringing me down, but I just don’t know what to do about it. It’s making me cold, and heartless, something I have never been and don’t want to be.
I want to feel something mutual for more than a week for once in my life. Please.
And what makes is worse is having everyone around me tell me I am amazing, and that plenty of people would/should kill to be with me.
Obviously fucking not. Because between my fucked up mind, and others lack of interest, I am screwed.
Somebody give me some hope.