J, You’re amazing just the way you are. Yes, I stole that from a song, but you really are amazing. Your different smiles. Your excited smile, especially when you get all happy that you’re scaring small children or anyone. When you get that smile, you jump around a little bit and clap your hands. It’s
Read more →In the movies the best friends always end up together. The childhood friends have one night of passion and find that all along they loved each other. The awkward girl falls for her cooler guy friend and Taylor Swift sings a freaking song about it. And my favorite is when two high school friends help
Read more →Someone could care for me. I want to care for someone so bad. The only thing that makes me truly happy anymore is my family and music, but I want someone to love me. But I guess that is just too much to ask for…. I just am so done waiting for someone to care
Read more →I am sorry again my love, you don’t know how much I even missed you all days. It’s Friday, its all my fault and this guilt is killing me. I make up a thousand reasons just to see you. I know pretty much, my heart broke in so pieces. A heart broken of this measure
Read more →Yeah, my medicines working…thanks for asking. But while it is working and my mind isn’t so bogged down in darkness now, I’m realizing just how alone I am. Just how many people my depression helped me drive away. I have no one now. And that is the greatest pain I have felt in a while.
Read more →“Forever.” I don’t understand it. How can so much meaning be packed into such a sadistic little word? A word with so much power that it could overthrow the world. That word, you told me once. Forever, you meant it, you swore. And I believed, believed like any lovestruck soul would. But then again, I
Read more →Okay. So many of you, living people, go through the day without taking a second look at things. Let me evaluate a bit on what you are doing. I know that I don’t have the power to change anything about your perspective but I can try, can’t I? Well, listen or read closely. Gandhi once
Read more →Oh, it’s been 3 long years jessie. i have had my ups and downs here in mn. but you have no idea w=how much i still need you to this very day. i’ve lost so many friends here, and yet i feel like i haven’t completely lost you. i’m cold and heartless now, no one
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