That guy I talk to every night. You’ve always been there. Soon you won’t be and neither will I. Soon we’ll both part our different ways, going off to college at all. Not that we aren’t parted already. Living in different towns is tough and you could never fathom how much I miss you day and day on end. I hardly see you but when I do I can’t handle it. I’m my happiest in those moments that I’m with you and when you have to leave I never want to let go. I shouldn’t have been stupid because you want to know the truth? I love you. That’s right, I said it. I. Love. You. I always have. I started to love you the first time we met two years ago at camp. I should have told you every day. I should tell you right now. But I’m scared of what you’ll think. All I want is for you to feel the same way back.
And for two years now its always been you. You were there when he dumped me. When he cheated on me. You were there when my mom abused me. You were the when I needed someone to cry to. You’re always there. You’re the best friend I could ever ask for and probably the one I’ll miss the most and have the hardest time letting go of.
But you’ll never know this because I’m too afraid to ever tell you how I truly feel.
A girl you once called “crazy”