Dear Nicholas, I don’t know where to begin. This is such a hard letter to write, just thinking of all the things I need to say almost brings me to tears. Since the news of the baby, and us not being together for so long has happend its been extremely difficult for me. To most
Read more →I just re-wrote/deleted this message like 27 times. and now i’m going to do it again. god i hate this. i love you. i love you a lot. i think about you every day like at least 6 times. i don’t know if it’s you or love or boys or what but i get so
Read more →If I could tear down this house, this window would be the first to go Looking out, I saw where I wanted to be But I guess the sun was in my eyes because I am still here, and you are not with me Tell me which would you prefer? A chance at freedom, or
Read more →Love is a funny thing. You want the other person to be happy and you will do anything to make them happy, even if it means you aren’t happy yourself. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy, most of the time. It’s just, I feel like I go out of my way so much for you
Read more →I don’t want this relationship. I don’t feel in love with you and you don’t know how to help me feel that. I want us to be over and I want to be alone after you. You hurt me and I don’t want to be touched by a man again. Watch me change my mind
Read more →Herion, I love you. I’ve never met you and I love you. I crave you. After living in a house of (now) dry addicts and scores of them on both sides, I feel like I’m missing you. Your name makes me salvitate. It’s so hard not to go out and make those hidious bruises on
Read more →We talked tonight and the last month I’ve been debating if I actually want this long distance thing, if it’s worth it and if I actually love you. I think I love you but I didn’t feel love when we talked tonight. I didn’t feel a thing. Is that supposed to happen? I think I’m
Read more →It’s been two years since the two months we spent being us, together. You had known for a year before that that I was the one for you. I had no idea. When I found out, I took it at face value; I was there, but I didn’t truly care. When you left, you called
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