• Archive for October 3rd, 2010

    by  • October 3, 2010 • Depression, Friends, Grief, Yearning • 1 Comment

    L You ask me whats wrong, why I am always upset. I don’t feel worth anything anymore. For a couple years now I’ve felt like I am just floating through life. It’s a struggle to get out of bed in the morning. I can barely feel anything, and when I do… its always in a

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    The hole has not yet completely healed over

    by  • October 3, 2010 • * Safe for Work *, Friends, Grief, Heartbreak, Letting Go, Love - Pure and Simple, Miss You • 0 Comments

    It’s been 9 weeks, 2 days since we officially broke up. It’s only been 8 weeks since we ‘talked’ which ended up in us having sex. I don’t regret it. It was very passionate and spontaneous. I have worked on myself quite a lot in that time. I’ve gone through mourning our relationship, hating you,

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    Hello

    by  • October 3, 2010 • * Safe for Work *, To You, Waxing Poetic • 0 Comments

    Hello, yeah, it’s been a while. Not much, how ’bout you? I’m not sure why I called, I guess I really just wanted to talk to you. And I was thinking maybe later on, We could get together for a while. It’s been such a long time, And I really do miss your smile.

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    fuck.

    by  • October 3, 2010 • Depression, Eff Off - You - or Up, Family Stuff, Thoughts • 1 Comment

    i have reasons to be sad. my mom drinks, i drink, my dad’s an asshole, i’m probably pregnant, the father stopped talking to me after he took my virginity, i’m fifteen, my sister stopped talking to me, i’m losing all of my friends, i’m a total bitch. i thought it was sprinkling outside. i felt

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