My Wife, I love you. You have no idea how confused that sounds when I read it aloud. “I love you.” It feels like a sacrifice to say that. An unwanted, unknowing sacrifice. “What is love?” I’ve asked you. You’re answer has always been “I don’t know.” Well, I don’t either. Not in any definitive
Read more →There’s a thousand words I could say, a thousand things I could do to show you I love you, but to put it in the simplest form…all I can say is I wanna grow old with you, take care of you, be with you from here on from here to eternity. Ya I know it’s
Read more →I love you more than anything in this world, and I wish you could be here, 359 miles is a big distance, and there is nothing we can do about it. You agreed to this open relationship thing without knowing what you were getting into, frankly I still don’t even know what exactly I’m doing,
Read more →I’m sorry. I know that means nothing to you now, but I truly am. I said that we would be together forever, and after all this time, I still don’t want to go. But I feel like I’m pulling on a choke collar attached to both of us, as in the end, all that can
Read more →I’m going to apologize, dammit. I just have to find my phone first. And please, let me apologize and tell you how stupid my mistake was without you correcting me. Yes, I’ve been stupid. And please… forgive me. -O
Read more →Dear M, D, E, E, & K, It’s been one week. One week since I looked down at all those tiny white pills in my palm and swallowed them. I will never be able to really explain what happened that day, and I will never be able to show you how sorry I am for
Read more →Happy 11 months. I couldn’t be happier. I wish I could tell you that I still think of her. She messed me up so bad. I feel like I’m getting treated way too good. I don’t want her back, but she was my first love. Thank you for helping me through it all. I love
Read more →I want so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies, Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I Lack the courage and she has a boyfriend and I am
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