I am waiting for you here today. I don’t know if I have ever met you, but I do know that you are the man of my dreams. I am 21 yet I still have not had my first kiss – I am saving it for you. And not in some sort of romantic way either – I just have never had a chance. But I know that you are my chance – You will search me out and in that moment, I will finally be wanted and accepted by someone for once in my life.
God, I know that you promise good for my life and that you DO have a plan… but why is it taking so long? What else must I do? I have been more than faithful and sat here patiently, but this waiting game is getting a little bit old.
I am well aware that I could potentially fall in love with any guy out there – but it would not be in Your plan – I am waiting for HIM. Mr. Right, would you please hurry up? Having never even held hands with a man is getting old.
Please come soon.