• Why am I still here?

    by  • September 29, 2010 • Letting Go, Lost Love, Love - Pure and Simple, Miss You, Regret, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    We’ve been apart for two months. You are all the way across the U.S…what seems like a world apart. You’ve moved on, but why can’t I?

    And yet you keep coming back, telling me you miss me and want to be with me, “one day.” But I offer you forever, and you say you’re not ready. You want to explore this relationship with her, and give her everything you can. But are you being fair when you keep coming to me and telling me you love me and think about me every day?

    I regret calling it off now. But you’re not ready to accept that. So I hope this new girl you’re with is worth it, and the two years we spent together. All the love we made, all the laughs we shared, all the joy…

    But I need to move on. I need to let you go. And I need to open my eyes to the possibility of other people.

    Who know, maybe there is still a “one day” for us. But I feel like each day you spend with her, that chance gets slimmer and slimmer.

    I love you, and I miss you. I will think about you always.

    Stay safe.

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