That’s my question.
After the past little bit of time we spent getting to know each other, talking to each other for hours, listening to each other’s voice half the day and part of the night… telling our secrets we wouldn’t want anyone else to know, but each other, thinking about embracing each other, making love… why would you now throw it all away over something that is a simple misunderstanding?
I know you’re afraid of getting hurt, but so am I. I’m afraid, too, but I’m willing to step over the edge and take the plunge with you because I think you’re worth all the pain that comes with it. I wish you would get over those fears. I wish you would talk to someone who knows me well enough so you could see I am NOT the person that you now think I am. I’m still at a loss over this and I will never understand how you could throw it all away overnight.
I really wish you would talk to me.