there hasn’t been a single day that i haven’t thought about you and thought about what we were and who we were. and now every aspect of our lives are different. the same thing that brought us together is the same that tore us apart. and ironically the last day i saw you, a year earlier was the day i first met you. who knew it could only take one year for some to change my life for the better and for the worse.
and although i don’t know you, or your life anymore – i really hope you stop selling yourself short and realize you are worth so much more. and i really hope that you are safe at home tonight. i often wonder if i’ve affected you as much as you’ve affected me. and if you think about me as much as i think about you. i don’t think i can ever love someone as much as i loved you, & not in a romantic way. but just a real genuine love kind of way. i just can’t forget about the way i felt everytime you were near.
and i’d do just about anything to be apart of each other’s lives again. i love you, i miss you and my heart hurts.