When you walked around the corner that night, it was love at first sight.
I knew that you were the one I was meant to be with for the rest of my life. From that moment on, you changed my life. You gave me my confidence back, you taught me new things, and you allowed me to put my walls down for the first time in years. We’ve been through so much together. And now…..
Now it’s like I’m not even important. It’s like I’m completely worthless, ugly, a terrible person…all for nothing. You’ve changed so much in the last month.
I wish you still made me feel the way you did that perfect night. But you have this hold on me…it’s like I can’t let you go no matter what. You say I’m everything you have ever wanted. Be a man and make me feel special. It’s grow up time baby. If you can’t be with me at my worst, you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.
Maybe it’s time to stop pretending.