• It’s hard to tell you

    by  • September 29, 2010 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance, Fear, Friends, Love - Pure and Simple • 1 Comment

    Dear L,

    It is hard to tell you that I have moved on. We have been broken up for years but you have become my best friend, but I know you are still in love with me. I don’t want to lose our friendship, but I know it would happen if you knew I that I have been keeping a relationship from you.

    I told you we broke up this summer, and we did! But we have been back together for a while and it has been super serious. I am head over heels. I can see myself with this person forever! But I haven’t told you this. I just don’t know how.

    I don’t want to lose your friendship but I wish you would get over me, so it didn’t have to come to that. I want you in my life. In a lot of ways we are perfect for each other… I am just not in love with you.

    I don’t want to see you hurt again, like you were when me and this person first started dating. I don’t want to see you mope around and blame yourself. I don’t want to see you sad because you mean so much to me. I just want you to see me as only a friend, so we can both move on and be happy with our lives.

    Please understand! I hope someday you will. Because, if we were to get married, I would want you there. Not bitter, but happy for me.

    I love you L! You will always be my best friend!

    One Response to It’s hard to tell you

    1. through L's eyes
      June 11, 2011 at 5:03 pm

      If you really like L. Let L go. It is selfish for you to try holding on. I know, b/c I have been L. L loves you and chances are won’t walk away no matter how much being your friend is hurting, and believe me it is. L will never move on, b/c L will always be holding out for you. Please, do L a favor, be honest and then let L walk away if that is what L needs to do.

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