I know that I’m no longer the woman you married, I know that I’m lost and I’m sorry. You need me and love me still, it shows everyday. I don’t know what has happened to me. I am constantly thinking about reconnecting with you and loving you again, but that’s as far as it goes…I’m so sorry, I want to be better for you and loving for you, I want to be happy for you. I really want these things for me too, I’m just trapped inside myself and don’t know how to get out.