You are the most admirable person I know Taylor.
The light you emit into my life even after yours dimmed out for awhile, just proves what an amazing friend you are. No one should have to feel the pain caused by the death of one’s bestfriend.
I knew that night that she was gone, that she left the duty of taking care of you into my hands. I remember how it tore my heart out when you just broke down on some stranger’s curb, just begging for her presence again. I honestly wish I could grant you that wish Tay.
When I first met you Taylor I just knew you were going to be someone that I was going to cherish forever. My god you’re just such a delight in my life. I don’t even want you to hold guilt, shame, pain, fear or anything, I just want your happiness.
I love you dearly and you have grown so much in this past year, don’t give up, you got it.