• Maybe everything we have is mistake.

    by  • September 28, 2010 • Disappointment, Friends, God, Heartbreak, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I like you for who you are.

    I like your eyes, your smile, your hair, the way you laugh, the way you don’t care.

    When I thought my heart could never sing for anyone again, it met you. You are everything I want, you are everything that is perfect to me.

    Luck isn’t on my side you see, for I told you how I felt last night, I expect you to say no, but never would I think it would hurt so much.

    Being a friend to you has been the best thing to ever happen to me in my life. You helped me when I was down, you were always there. The sad thing is you love someone else, and you can and would never feel that way about me.

    I told you because I was selfish, because I wanted to get this off my chest, because I just wanted to know if I had a chance. I don’t and that hurts the most. I don’t know if I can be your friend again. I can’t smile, I can’t enjoy time spent with you as just a friend, for whenever I think of you, I think of someone amazing and perfect. Someone so special, someone I wish I just had one chance with. This is what hurts the most.

    Maybe I’m brave to tell you how I felt, but I’ll have to be even braver and stronger to continue being your friend in spite of rejection. I don’t know if I can do it.

    God.. please give me the strength not to walk away. Give me the strength to continue to be his friend. All I want for him is to be happy. Help me to treat him and just a friend, for that is what I am destined to be.

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