• Help me come back to you

    by  • September 28, 2010 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple, Miss You, Yearning for You • 1 Comment

    J,

    Why is it that every letter that I do actually send you contains the opposite of what I really want to say to you?

    I love you. I want to be happy with you again. I want to do all the things we used to do. I want to feel you hugging me on a fall day.

    I just told you in a letter that I think we should date around and not speak to each other… Why did I do this?

    Because my friends said it would be a “bad, stupid idea” to be with you. That giving our relationship another chance was silly after all the chances we’ve had over these 4 plus years.

    I want to be with you again. I want you to pull my friends aside and talk with them honestly and openly about how you feel. I want them to respect you and like you, and not just see a stuck up smart kid.

    I want you to tell people other than me that you miss me and love me. I want you to make up for the time we lost. I want you to not be afraid of making a fool of yourself. I want you to tell people that you were an idiot and you rue the day you left me. You tell me these things, but then when I talk with people about it they don’t believe me. Tell them and make them see please.

    Help me come back to you. I want to. I really do.

    Semper te amabo,
    -S

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    One Response to Help me come back to you

    1. Beth
      September 29, 2010 at 12:09 am

      You took all the words out of my mouth.




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