You really have no idea what you’ve put me through, do you? I’ve loved you since the day I met you! But you wanted something casual, something easy so you could still stay free. And I blindly agreed because I just wanted to be with you. In the end it was just a blinded game of cat and mouse.
We ended quickly and badly. I still can’t forget what you said, joke or not. I wonder if what I told you stuck with you? I didn’t mean it, I swear. I just stopped coping with the pain that came from loving you.
Everyone told me you weren’t good enough anyway. But I don’t care, despite your imperfections, despite your cruel distance….you still mean everything to me.
But these days you ignore me, you will go out of your way to avoid me even though I’ve said sorry. But you don’t care for me, you never did. You think I’m an insane, annoying and stupid. All because I can’t give up on you.If only you really understood.
I would do anything for you to see the real me.
The Real Me.