Saying goodbye is the hardest thing to do sometimes.
Some of us want to hold on to the moment, the past, the memories… but it has to be done. Because without being the first one to say goodbye, then you’re not giving yourself a chance for the future.
I really want to cry with the thought of you. Who I once was when I was … you took it away from me. The years we spent knowing each other with midnight chats and the paths we walked. The ups and downs in our lives; I shared all of mine with you. I opened myself up to you. But have you done the same for me? I realized now that you never have, yet you say you love me. I was a naive fool, but yet I still miss you.
I can’t bear to face you sometimes, there’s too much pain. I was done and over you, but you make me remember the past. I miss the past, but it is better off forgotten. Good bye and I wish you the best in the future. We will go our separate ways.
Life goes on.