Do you know the saying, “marry in haste, repent in leisure”?
I married him way too fast because I was lonely and didn’t think things through. We moved back to his hometown and that was how I met you. It’s not fair that you, his old friend and one time roommate, would be exactly the guy I should have married. You are smart and funny and sweet. It hurts to be around you, knowing I could never have you.
I’m determined to stay with my husband, because I do love him. He is good to me, and we can make a good life together.
But part of me will always wonder what might have been if I had met you first.