• A 2yr LDR

    by  • September 24, 2010 • Frustration, Grief, Love - Pure and Simple, Miss You, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    No matter what I do it seems as if it’s not enough.

    You’ll always have an issue with me whether it’s me being immature, me being too far away, me being annoying. You can always find something no matter what.

    I can’t believe you can say our relationship is stupid. All it does is make you sound like everyone else who thought we would fail. It’s not stupid, at least I don’t think it is cause I’m happy when you call whether I have something to look forward to today or not.

    I guess you just have all kinds of wonderful things to look forward to today and in comparison to me they make you just as happy if not happier than talking to me on the phone, at least that’s how it makes me feel.

    You say you feel miserable, well I’ve already apologized a 100x for not being able to be near you. Yet, you’ll just complain and here I am looking for ways to fork out extra money so I can spend time with you and finish my degree in 3yrs and not once have I asked you to not spend some time with your friends and family to talk to me or brought up you coming out to this University. Cause I know you can’t, I know you won’t even try, you won’t even apply and try to get in-state tuition like I’m trying to do for you.

    I’m giving up my family, my life, everything I have to be with you and I feel as if you never appreciate it or if your really willing to do the same.

    Another thing I can’t comprehend is how you want to get me a promise ring yet you treat our relationship like it could just break a part. Don’t get it for me, not unless you can keep up the promise. If the promise is real the words you say shouldn’t be so easy. You shouldn’t be able to say that if all we got was 20 minutes a day cause I lived across the world you wouldn’t last.

    If that’s what the promise is made up of it’s a weak promise.

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